Beginning of last week, I said that I will ask them to both fight for me
But in the middle of the week, something happen... pretty complicated...
One of them decided to dropped out.. and Honestly at that moment I was really disappointed.
When he dropped out, I told myself that I don't want to be so vulnerable anymore..
So, after that no matter what he said to get back in the game is not acceptable.
I know it sounds cruel.. but i feel that my heart has been played (even though it is not his intention)
So now Down to 1 person to concentrate on....Relationship? Not yet.. taking our time slowly.
I just don't want to just into conclusion that fast as I might fall out of it fast.
These days I have been spending time with him...
There are moments where I still feel a little bit weird.. not in a bad way
For example: if I have a blue black bruise, my previous one will straight away look for Zambuk and start rubbing
So when I think about it I just Smile and rubbing it myself.
The way they talk, they walk, they behave, they joke... it's very different
If you really know both of them, you will understand why I say they are two very different person
There's always a Pro and Cons in every person as nobody is perfect no matter how hard they try.
Memories will still be memories.. Keep creating memories..
