...Don't know where to start nor what to say..It's been over a month since I decided to walk my own path,
it hurts in a certain way and there are moments of insanity.
Moments where you look back and think... is this right?
However, when I tried to cool down and really think about it..
My decision is still the same..
My heart still feel the pain reading all those letters..
Reading those Blogs...
Your emails and Songs.. that are the 2 things that I still can't touch
I still have feelings for you but somehow feelings are not sufficient
No matter how many sorry s,
It know it will not fix ur broken heart..
But somehow in my heart I hope you forgive me
Last week.. maybe is our last meeting~
But I do Hope that we will meet someday and I can see that you are Happy.
If you are reading this, You will react in negatively~
You will go back to your COLD self before me
I am disappointed.. Coz it seems that you've not learnt anything
Well, who am I to judge now...
Coz Whatever I said will look so wrong now
(To be Continue..)
Comments (4)
Do u even know what i m facing? I also feel that everything i did or i will do are just wrong in ur eyes, n u always think negatively on me as well.
For the part of learning, how can i learn if u just let me know the result? I know n very understand all the reasons u given me. But .... we never try to work it out together cox u just keep for urself.
U know I m dunce, stupid, fool, but why u never let me know, i thought in relationship we need to be open about any problem arousing from our relationship? even we broke up i still have the right to know.
I hope u will listen to all songs ... just count them as my gifts to u.
Cox i also decided to stop composing songs n sing for anyone, can say i can't sing to other ppl anymore. Every songs i heard or i remind while i playing another song which using the same key, my sound can't go out anymore. I just trying my best to present them to u while i can sing. And i hope u can keep it forever as our memento
About Forgive? it's nothing to forgive, it's not ur fault, it's my fault cox i m too stupid and in the first place i m not a match for u at all, i m just a dreamer or punguk yg merindukan bulan, but i won't forget our sweet moments, it'll be in my heart n mind forever. Enjoy ur ShangHai trip with him (if what i guessed is correct).
About seeing me happy, yes u will see me happy, but that just outside the inside can't never cure. Like while i go out with frens or while working, all people thinking after i break up with u, i still can be bo chap or happy go lucky. Some colleagues even thought that i m the one who requested break up, cox i not love u anymore. But they never know what am i. Actually what u said never been wrong, cox what i told u are also the truth.
Btw ... title salah tuh 想太多= think too much
不完美= imperfect
itu album think to much.. but lagu bu wan mei..
passbt~*^^